alot happened
ever since i blogged the last time.
in order of chronology,







the drink stall guy.


we stopped by for coffee.
that guy stood next to me
while i was paying for my drink.
asked where i stayed and how old i was.

"saye dari mersing, nak masok 21 tahon pon.
kalau awak kasi nombor, boleh la kiter jumper nanti.
dah dekat pon."

i flashed my eyes at him,
and pointed to where my father was siting.
"itu bapak saya.
awak nak nombor saya? tanyer la dier."







abang didi's and kak fizah's at port dickson.


so much for the getaway.
i tried uploading the photos but
i guess the blogger "add image" tool is screwed up.

most of the hours spent at kampong paya.
abang didi's wedding was lovely
at the cost of our aching backs.
the food was especially awesome la.

and the kendarats?
army and rugby guys.
all thanks to abang didi.

and my all-time favourite part of every malay wedding.
the kompang beats.







the unfortunate stopover at ayer keroh.


along the row of beemers, mercs, hondas, volvos, toyotas
and who knows what else,
atok's mitsubishi lancer got broken into
in broad daylight.

the work of a pro.
he merely meddled with the boot's keyhole.
and got away with both makngah and pakngah's luggages.
3 passports, wallet with credit cards, cash and atm.
clothings including pakngah's all blacks tee, toiletries, new perfumes.

nana was already swearing when we got into the car.
headed to the nearest balai polis.
had to wait for nearly 2 hours for the inspector to come,
i fell asleep in atok's car.

apparently that hafidi-look alike inspector was unbelievably young.
according to those who saw him.
wrote a letter of statement,
while we all prayed that makngah, pakngah and syahir would not be detained.

they were held back for a moment at the checkpoints.







Bruciare la vostra Passione.


sighted a ferrari at the victoria concert hall carpark.
in lambo yellow. with its roof down.
something screwed up and we ended up waiting at the steps.
syahir sent out a text: SHOUT FOR ENCORE.

loved the encore la.
especially that "drum battle".
nana was totally hooting and whooping for the guy.

got home really really late.
and starving.







grounded.


a rare opportunity not to have him working last night.
so he picked me up from school.
he needed the schedule
so we dropped by woodlands point macs.
thanks to him, the entire rider crew knows my name.

and fir was there!!
it took much effort to restrain myself from
jumping onto him and hugging him.
its been quite some time, and i missed him alot.
even iz could see that
he left the both of us to talk privately.

had cheese naan for dinner.
with mutton keema.
dropped me off a respectable distance away from my block.
and walked me home.

i was grounded.
for coming home really late.
twice in a row.







the confession.


i have been very careful not to fall in love
with any girl i went out with.
but its different with you.
you're making me fall deeper for you.
and i think of you every moment.

i never expected this to happen.
not from iz.
its not only the sister who doesnt approve.

well.
i dont know.








that four hour long phonecall.


and that very night.
my phone rang at 12.31am.
number with held.
i recognised the voice.
its been such a long time.

he should have just shut up.
and not said any of it.
none at all.

i swore to myself a long time ago.
no matter what i felt.
that i wouldnt freaking do it again.

and he is the only freaking one
who is able to make me say whatever thats on my mind.
and he knows whenever im lying.
im thinking its part of the officer training.
i think its not long before they will be able to read other people's minds.










this morning.


i woke up to iz's call.
as a cranky bitch.
i bet its the super lack of my deep slumber.

and its showing.
eyebags.
i think im falling sick.
hoarse voice.

urgh.

yeah its 5.09am and im blogging.


freaking worn out just now
that i fell asleep right after dinner.
still in my drawstring and cardigan.
waking up only 4 hours later.







completed the entire series of heroes and prison break
lately
and i am deeply in an on-screen love with wentworth miller.
again.







i still have yet to thank him properly
for the supper and chilled green tea
at 2.45am that wednesday.
had it delivered all the way
the kuay teow was freaking spicy la
i was concentrating more on preventing my eyes from spilling and my nose from running.
while he was exploring my music library.

oh.
i just realised that i gave verbs to both my organs.







looking forward to syahir's performance at victoria concert hall.
this coming tuesday.
telling us to watch out for his drum solo.
and his sixteenth this monday,
so not looking forward to.








thanks to the weekend getaway
we had to forgo the air show.
and i have yet to pack my stuff and
iron my clothes.
yeah the typically-nothing-new last minute me.

but its about time too.
i kind of miss talking to the lifeguard.



in an hour's time.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.*
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

the chinese new year holidays:





1) plenty of catching up on my sleep.
still in bed at 12.30pm.
couldnt outdo my sister though.
dont ask me what time she got up.



2) movie marathon out of the dvds i purchased.
at the comfort of my own bed.
and munching on pringles.



3) got a new car. (i wish!)
i meant, bapak.
the other was merely two.
still the mpv.
but in dark silver and it is brand new.
oh yeah. and the ultimate cool entertainment system.
im going to leave my stash of vcds and dvds in the car then.



4) picnic at east coast park on the 070208.
ive calculated - its a total of 5 times i went there since october 2007.
thanks to ibu, nana, nenek and makngah for preparing the yummy food.
and thanks to me for merely bringing my frisbee. haha!
the walk from our picnic spot to the bicylce rental shed took nearly an hour.
especially with syahir demanding to rest every 15 min.

the children soaked up in the sun, sea and sand.

watching a pro at work.

the constant lookout for planes flying overhead us.
cycled all the way till near changi air base.

taking a breather.

yeah, we had to cover that distance in merely 10 min.
nah, we didnt make it in time to return our bikes.

5) enjoying wireless network connection.
thanks alot to pakngah who decided to give us the wireless G router.
i have tried surfing downstairs - tv area, on the coffee table and in the kitchen.
i have yet to try in the toilet.
haha!!

6) rugby match.
smu vs nus.
the latter won.
=)

7) reading the children's books.
completed three in half a day.
plenty of stories about young boys being heroes, fire-breathing dragons, brave and admirable knights and saving beautiful princesses with blue eyes, rose bud lips, and long silky golden tresses.
thanks to muzakkir.
i particularly liked the dragonkeeper though.



8) incomplete shopping.
let me do the breakdown for you.
$163.20 worth of damage.
in merely 2 hours.
including a levi's lady style.
i have yet to get plenty of stuff.
like those sexy strappy white heels from melissa loves robots.
i saw them first on her lovely freshly pedicured feet.










there is something wrong with the 's' key of my laptop keyboard.
i guess nasrin popped the key out.
i tried pressing it in back.
to no avail.
and its bothersome cause i use that 's' key alot.
so please dont mind any words with missing s's.







sighted two boxsters parked in front of the penthouses at pasir panjang.
one in lambo yellow and the other in black.
cool convertibles.
thanks to the girl,
she got me into these sleek rides.









im still contemplating.
the 8GB N95 or an iphone.
i have to talk to that guy.
so he can propose a deal for me.
and if its fair enough,
maybe i'll throw in a psp slim in ferarri red as well.