its something everyone needs ..

a friend - true and through.

fan chan (my girl)

i simply love the movie!

its a nostalgic memory of your very first love

with a childhood sweetheart,

leaving you all warm and fuzzy inside.

(:

my favouritest (if there was such a word) characters in

alice in wonderland.

the mad hatter: what regrettably large head you have. i would very much like to hat it. i used to hat the white queen, you know. her head was so small.

the red queen: it's tiny. it's a pimple of a head.

the medicine is taking effect.

shall hit the sack soon,

hopefully after i shut down the laptop and pack my stuff for tomorrow.

i want a chocolate cupcake with multi-coloured m&ms on top.





for the past few days
my shower time had not become a luxurious indulgement,
where i have my personal 'me' time.

instead of the usual sweet-smelling bubble bath foams,
i have to slather on some medicated pinetarsol cleansing gel.
and you can guess how i smell like after stepping out of the shower.
i cant even pamper myself with my kiwi and mango oil scrub.

from the usual 30-minute-im-ready-and-im-out-of-the-house routine,

it has become a painstaking, sticky 1 hour at least.

its either aloe vera gel or the egoderm ointment that i have to slather on my skin,

plus wait for it to dry before getting into my clothes.

.. and its all thanks

to the sudden development of rashes all over.

and i can tell you its not a pretty sight.

i have no idea what sparked the irritation

or i had no idea that my skin could be that sensitive.

i hope a visit to the doctor's will help.

i want to smell like strawberries and champagne again.

le sigh. ):

"it was then i realised that forever was in your eyes, the moment i saw you cry."

celebrating our anniversary together reminded me of why
i fell in love with this guy 2 years ago.

it hadnt been easy at all,
throughout these 24 months.
but
it had made me stronger, understand him better, tolerate his behaivour, love him more and realise that i needed him.

.. and he is trying his best to make things work despite the position he found himself in.



for many more years to come,
insyaAllah.

a BIG toast to your 24th monthsary :)
& for many more to come...

enjoy prawning! :D


<3 syazana.

in such a sweltering hot weather at 33 degrees celsius, all i would like to do is arm myself with a double scooped chocolate chip cone, a good book in hand and read my day away in an air-conditioned room.

sorry this post came a little late.

to the one whom i can never win against in a game of chess -

happy 18th!

love,

kakak syaz.

Mike O' Donnell: Scarlet, before you go through this, I want to remind you of September 7th, 1988. It was the first time that I saw you. You were reading Less Than Zero, and you were wearing a Guns 'n' Roses t-shirt. I'd never seen anything so perfect. I remember thinking that I had to have you or I'd die... then you whispered that you loved me at the homecoming dance, and I felt so peaceful... and safe... because I knew that no matter what happened, from that day on, nothing can ever be that bad... because I had you. And then I, uh… I grew up and I lost my way. And I blamed you for my failures. And I know that you think you have to do this today... but I don't want you to. But I guess... if I love you, I should let you move on.
[Pretending to read a letter to Scarlet in divorce court]

- 17 Again

it was 5 entire years since i last saw him (aside from the really rare facebook profile visits).

exchanging voiceless words with haer through the train window for a mere 5 seconds

made my lonely journey to school (sans nurul),

a little more bearable.

(: