waiting for the brother to come home
from the release of his psle results
is like waiting for a son to come home from war.

liberation is the end of all papers.

the smell of fresh green grass.
the warmth of the afternoon sun.
the bursting of those colourful balloons.
the taste of everything that filled our stomachs.
the smiles plastered on everyone's faces.

ignite all your senses to the start of the holidays.











on a different note:
LETS ENJOY, PEOPLE!

dan-de-lion [dan-dl-ahy-uh n]
-noun
1. a weedy composite plant, Taraxacum officinale, having edible, deeply toothed or notched leaves, golden- yellow flowers, and rounded clusters of white, hairy seeds.







despite hitting the bed only after oprahs' at 6am
with my blocked nose and my eyes all puffy and swollen,
i had a perfectly great sleep with an equally wonderful dream.



.. it was like falling in love all over again.

i was awakened many times
but each time i fell into slumber thereafter,
the dream continued to where it was paused.

it was just ..
so impossibly perfect.






i want to sit barefooted in a field filled with dandelions
gently blow on one of its rounded puffs
watch dreamily at the white seeds dancing in the breeze

.. and continue dreaming.

if i were given a dollar
for every single teardrop i shed,
i'd be a millionaire this very night.

if syairah were to use her stethoscope
to check my heartbeat at this moment
all she would hear is my heart breaking -
into a million tiny pieces.

and this alone could be the very reason
for my million what ifs ..












words are like bullets and they kill like any good gun.

i remember we were driving
driving in your car
the speed so fast i felt like i was drunk
city lighs lay out before us
and your arm felt nice
wrapped round my shoulder
and i had a feeling that i belonged
and i had a feeling i could be someone,
be someone, be someone.



it's currently on repeat.









till all the madness is over,
i'll be back.

this is the reason
why i want to learn how to play the guitar.

i love it.

if all else fails,
i can only wish so hard that
the boyfriend decides to surprise me
and pull off 'poker face' for me,
daughtry style.

and we all know
that not all wishes will come true.

you know those guys in the novels you read
where you yearn to find someone just like that
and have him call you "his"?

well, they dont exist.

A NEW DISCOVERY WAS MADE


on the 15th of october, 2009, thursday, at exactly 2:11 pm, a discovery was made by nurul huda yazid. the aspiring educator was at the second floor of the canteen, working on the modility profiling for students on her laptop.

what happened to be an accident, proved to be a new discovery. she accidentally pressed the windows key and tab key concurrently and discovered that it lead her to multiple views of the windows opened. she could merely navigate between the window views by pressing the tab key.

she decided to call this discovery, "H.Y".

rainbow coloured monday

the very first, ever.

gourment dishes: texas chicken, hawaian special
side dishes: cheese sticks with dip, chicken drumlets, calamari rings
drink: coca cola (free with minimum $40 purchase)

dipped into the spa pool, swam a few laps,

lounged (and lunched) by the pool side, hot shower.







now, what are monday blues?