"Whenever God intends a thing,
God only needs to say 'Be',
and it is."

[Yaasin 36:82].

my saturday was spent with..


whole numbers
fractions
decimals
ratio
percentage
area of triangle
angles
average
measurements ..

with muzakkir,
for nearly 5 freaking hours.
i nearly fainted
and that boy nearly died.









later that evening,

i lured nasrin with that sweet secrets toy
while using the psp as a bait as well.
the boyfriend received no love from me
as i dragged him into the shop -
for the second time of the week,

to get myself
that lovely, pretty, gorgeous baby.
woo.







iz had dinner at our place,
helping himself to a second serving
while watching the track events.

he helped me out with wrapping maz's present,
looked through the albums,
played with nasrin's sweet secrets
and succumbed to whatever she said.

the girl simply adores him
cause he makes her laugh.









while i slept that night
she was simply lovely,
so unlike you.
the sister you never had.

with the vertical equipment around our waists,
maps in our hands
and flashlights on our foreheads,
we were contemplating the route
for our cave exploration.

we were lost.

but having the two
most beloved women in the world with me
my walls of fear seemed to crumble.
and i was confident
we could get on with our descent

fearlessly.







it had amazing limestone sculptures
hanging 5 - 10 metres from the cave ceilings,
like sharp icicles.
the million glow worms were like
a burst of shining stars on the cave walls.

while i had the coolest experience
exploring the waitomo caves in new zealand
i cant help but shiver -
not only because of the cold
but also the darkness and the thought of
gog and magog.

and my mind
was free to roam and replay
scenes from 'the descent'.







5.30am
i woke up to the handphone vibration
and saw msgs from the boyfriend.

6am
i liked the cool feeling
when my rose gold stainless steel strap
touched my wrist.

6.30am
the sky was still dark and we were in black.
then he went, "i like when you wear this,"
while touching the sleeve.
yeah, that black pregnant blouse dress syazana rejected.

6.45am
there is nothing like
riding with the boyfriend on his honda super 4
along the expressway
and the cool wind blowing my face.

8am
tucked away in a corner of the school
i read the final instalment of harry potter,
again.
that did a terrific job
of keeping me awake for
two and a half hours.


and now
im supposed to be doing something constructive
but i know im one of the millions
guilty of procrastination.







my day ends in 7 minutes
and its time to head to the beach with
the boyfriend.

if the guy in the tattoo
dredged up what happened,
he was great at concealing it
cause that guy was so totally cool about everything.





snapped plenty of pictures
that friday.
i so totally love my canon.


cant wait for the gadget baby
i'll be getting this tuesday.







its the boyfriend im upset with
and the air stewardess im pissed off at.

BACK OFF
la.

national sepak takraw finals 2008.
the senior guys emerged as champions
beating qihua 2 - 1.

they are the ultimate 11 and 12 year olds,
oozing with such coolness
without having to try.





with today gone
its a one down.





i still have yet to meet
the man with the arm tattoo
this thursday.